Wednesday, November 6, 2013

UnderGarments Make the Sub, Part 2

Master and I have been journeying into our M/s relationship now for almost 7 months.  A lot of things have changed during that time.  We’ve had lots of hot, kinky sex, experimented with pain, explored male/female roles.  We’ve moved to a new house.  We’ve had blissful periods of dominance/submission and frustrating periods where we just couldn’t get the M/s dynamic right.  I’ve lost almost 70 pounds on the “Master’s Diet”, and I’ve learned some surprising things about myself.

In the area of surprises, here’s one I have to share.  Back when we first embarked down this road, Master insisted I change my under garments from granny panties and over-the-shoulder-boulder-holders (also known as full-coverage bras) to sexier bikinis and lacy, demi-cup bras.  The impact was dramatic in how I felt about myself; though at the time, I was a good 100 pounds overweight.

Seven months later, with the Master’s help, I have slimmed down tremendously and I have to say I’m looking pretty good.  Today, I had on black thigh-high stockings with a lacy garter belt, black panties and a black lacy bra under the dress I wore to work.  Wow, did I feel sexy.  The surprising part is that I never viewed myself as hot or sexy.  I avoided wearing garters and stockings for our entire marriage because I didn’t think I looked good enough – even during the times I wasn’t majorly overweight.   I couldn’t help think today about all the wasted opportunities to please my partner (and myself) by being more overtly sexual.   I definitely have some regrets, but I’m living it now and I intend to make up for lost time.  This evening when I got home from work, Master took me straight into the bedroom and fucked me silly.  The whole stocking and garter thing really got to him too.  Why did I wait soooo long?

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